Day 4: Right Beneath Our Feet--A Review of Andrew Carroll's "Here is Where"

Let me start off with saying that this book is much better than what you might imagine if you knew how long it took me to read it (Oct. 22 to Jan. 3).

I first discovered the book sometime this summer on a plane ride (I want to say in May on my way back from my brother's graduation, but it could have been in July on the way back from Seth & Suchi's wedding) in the airplane magazine. They had printed the introduction, which I read and enjoyed. It seemed like something right up my alley for non-fiction: random historical knowledge few people now about, told in a travel log sort of way. When I got back, there was a wait list for a copy from the local library, so I put in my request and kept reading other stuff.

I finally got word back in October that it was my turn. I can't remember if I started reading it right away, but meh, not a big deal.

I re-read the introduction, in which Carroll discusses discovering the Edwin Booth saving Robert Lincoln's life, and visiting the station to get immersed in the place. It's a story I've heard before (many times), but I liked how he went out and searched for the setting--in this case, Exchange Place in Jersey City, NJ. It might not be the same way it was back then, but it's still the same location. What's really astonishing, he says, is that there's no indication of what happened here. And while some people may disagree with him about the importance of this event, he lists the events of note on the plaque there and argues that this happenstance should be noted as well. He goes on, when a passer-by asks him what he's looking at, to recount the Booth/Lincoln tale, something I would as done myself, as I am quite the over-sharer. On his way back to DC, he decides he's going to take a trip to these forgotten bits of history, or even just the ones that aren't really commemorated as they should be.

At first, I was worried--he visited Niihau, HI, and tells the story of a Japanese pilot who crash landed there after Pearl Harbor, and how the villagers fought back to protect America, by keeping the pilot's information papers from him and trying to detain him until authorities got there. It's actually a really great story, and I'm not doing it any justice, but the problem was I had heard this story before as well. It was one of the few times in my life I was angry at myself at being so trivia-nerdy, and hoped that the rest of the book wasn't filled with stories I had heard before.
Thankfully, my fears were soon quelled, as the rest of the book contained American historical stories that I hadn't know.

Well, I was 100 pages into the book, and it was time to return it to the library. Since there was someone else who had requested to borrow it after me, I couldn't renew. So I had to bring it back; I noted my page, and asked the librarian to put it at the bottom of the list.

When I finally got the book again in December, it was heyday season of me reading the book club selection and holiday preparation, so I didn't get started on it again until the day after Christmas. And I powered through the remaining 350 pages pretty quickly.

The book in general is quite good, and I suggest history buffs, fans of travel writing, and almost anyone in general to read it. His voice is quite self-aware, and I found myself giggling at those moments when in his quest across the US put him in awkward positions (like taking pictures of what he thought was a former military base, when it turns out it's very much active, as he soon finds out when the "men in black" roll up). I sighed at some of the more heartbreaking parts of our country's past, like the orphan children from large cities shipped out to the country (with the best of intentions) to help them from starving on the streets but often found themselves in worse, more laborious situations. I cringe at some of the medical stuff, especially when Dr. Joseph Goldberger, in an effort to prove that pellagra was a deficiency disease like scurvy and not communicable, "mixed the dried, flaky scabs from various pellagrins with their urine, nasal secretions, and liquid feces, and then, as colleagues looked on, swallowed the concoction whole." I don't know what's worse: this disgusting act, or the fact that I could think of a very similar situation immediately. As Brett aptly put it when I told him about Goldberger, "Science is gross sometimes."

My only problem with the book is the way that he goes off on tangents at every site. And while there are connections and the line of thinking is easy to follow, it becomes information overload sometimes, and fairly quickly. I could see people that prefer the more "straight-shootin' " type of writing to be put off by his winding way of having everything connect. Which they do, quite naturally, in unexpected ways.

I'll end my review with the quote he begins the last chapter with:
I haven't been everywhere, but it's on my list.--Susan Sontag
This book made me want to go out and search for places, to show my gratitude for what other people did to advance my country in various ways. And while I'm not planning on making a cross-country trip to do so (though that would be fun), I'll get to all the places on my list eventually.

Mini Update!

So, obviously already updated for today, but wanted to let you readers know (if there are readers, that is), that I made a few aesthetic changes.

One, I added what day of the year to the titles of previous posts. That way, you can know how many days I'm in. It also serves as a back-up in case I skip a day, but that's a Red Button type situation.

Also, added my Instagram feed to the side, to make things purrrtier. I don't use Instagram often [read: hardly at all], but maybe I'll use it more often knowing my lovely audience is watching.

Maybe. Don't hold your breath though.

Day 3: Extra! Extra! Read All About It! Hot Off the Presses!

So, I realized the other day, some you were probably thinking:
How do I know that she's not just writing these before had and scheduling them to publish everyday?

Well...you don't. But here's a screenshot proof. With timestamp!
Well, a timestamp from this morning. Still counts.
And while you don't know if I don't just have them all stored away on my computer, trust me when I say I don't. Though, if you know me, you know that I'm not exactly one to pre-emptively pre-write everything.

Today, though, I'm going to talk about my creative process.
First, once I have an idea (like the idea I had about talk about my creative process--so meta), I write down a short blurb. Like, a few words, not even really a sentence. This entry's blurb was "no pre-written blogs and why". As you can see, pretty simple. I write it down using this great to-do list app called Todoist that I have connected across all the computers/electronics I use on a regular basis. And I can just go to that handy website if I'm using a different location (like if I'm at the local library or whatnot). And I can organize tasks by project, so that's helpful. It's a pretty awesome app. [PS, if you're from Todoist and want to show appreciation for my plug, contact form's on the right-->]

Anyway, after that, I just let the ideas fester internally. True brainstorming, if you will. If I was more precise about my entries, I would have pre-started blogs for each idea, and I would work with them when I decided to. But that would go against the idea behind why I began this resolution in the first place: to write 500 words consistently, on a daily basis. If I had even outlined blog posts, I feel that that is like cheating myself into making my quota, and then leading me to feel guilty about an arbitrary line I metaphorically drew myself. It's dumb and  something I already do more than necessary, but what can I say? At least I'm consistent.

Maybe, just maybe, if I make this a consistent habit, of writing down thoughts and ideas and letting the words just flow every day, then maybe my more creative side will be able to do the same. And that will help me to where I can reach that goal of getting published.

Or maybe I'll just be like 300 Sandwiches Girl, make some ridiculous premise for a blog (like, oh, I don't know, writing a set amount each day or something like that), and get a book deal that way.
[Side Note: Sandwich #212 had Chia Seeds on it. Homegirl has officially left the building, if you know what I mean.]

The point is, I like my process as it is. Unformed. Malleable. Not really a process. I like the spontaneity of writing the words as they form in my head. And while I do some "on-the-run" editing (cutting stuff out later, backspacing out of that brick wall I just hit), most of this is just on the fly. Obviously.

I mean, come on, the clichés in that last paragraph alone make me cringe a little bit. But that's part of my process. It's the progression of ideas, even the really, really bad ones.

Day 2: "My Best Friend is a Person Who Will Give Me a Book I Have Not Read.”

Abe Lincoln speaking some truth right there.

When you step in my small but cozy apartment, the first thing you notice? The books.
There's a short but wide bookshelf to your right, under the the front window. It's my newest addition and one I'm particularly proud of--not only did I buy it new for half-price (thanks for closing, Office Depot down the road!), but I put it together 95% by myself. [Brett helped hold a piece while I screwed it into the base] And the shelf looks damn spiffy, if I do say so myself.
The next one is behind the loveseat. It's taller but skinny. It's technically Brett's, but I feel connected to it as well, because I was there when he got it and helped put it together.
Right next to that one is a plastic one, kind of like this one. I got it while in Herget, because I needed some way to give my desk more space. More for office supplies and that sort of thing. However, like a lot of my square-shaped furniture, it has become a bookshelf, save for one square that's holding my teaching materials box.
In the corner next to that one is a converted DVD shelf. My roommates from Brightside were leaving (I had taken over a sublease), and one of them was leaving the shelf. I was all, You're not taking that? She responded no and asked if I wanted it. I giddily took it off her hands (no exaggeration). It's held up pretty well.
The last and largest (at 6 ft.) is my baby. It was a graduation gift from Brett, and it's taken a bit of a beating between Brightside and here. But nothing a little wood glue couldn't fix. The best part is the top of it is stable enough to stack books upon as well.

If you've gotten this far, you're probably thinking, this girl is insane. Five bookshelves in one room? Does she have enough books to fill them?

The short answer? Yes. I actually have more books than shelf space.

A large portion of my books are in cardboard boxes still. The cardboard boxes were at one point in time all stacked atop one another to the side, serving as a makeshift book shelf. Surprisingly, it lasted until early last month (a year and a half) before toppling, and only the top ones fell.

Why so many books, you ask? Well, for a few reasons:
  • I have always, always, enjoyed reading. I was that kid that squealed at getting B&N gift cards at Christmas time.
  • Problem of being a good reader is you usually fly through the books you do have fairly quickly. And while I did go to the local library as a kid, the Humphreys County library isn't large by any means.
  • I can't pass up a good deal at a garage sale/book bazaar/thrift shop. Ever.
  • Possibly a picture from my youth.
  • I like to have the books I've read. I have memories tied to those books, so it's hard to part with them, even if I thought the story stunk.
I know the final hard copy count is somewhere around 1100. I also have at least a hundred or so digital books (some PDFs, some Nook-based), those some of those I have in hard copy too. [You can never have too many copies of Jane Eyre.]

The main reason I keep my books though is they're a comfort. Put me in a place with tons of books, and I'm instantly at ease. While the way we read them and what we get from them changes, the books themselves stay the same. And there's a peace I get from that.

And I really really just like to read.

Day 1: "And We'll Take a Cup o’ Kindness Yet, for Auld Lang Syne."

Here begins a new year, and with it, a new blog.

I’ve started a good many blogs/journals/ways of keeping up with my life over the years. Thankfully, most of the über-embarrassing stuff is gone the way of the trash. I’m cringing now just thinking about some of those entries.

My point is this isn’t a novel idea during my life. I just thinking that writing in particular is an area that I need to revitalize.

As most of you know, it’s a dream of mine to be published one day. And I plan to make that happen. To do so, however, requires practice. And since, well, graduating with my English degree in 2011, I haven’t done a whole lot of creative writing.
Sure, there was that entire year where I was writing lesson plans and my action research paper, and all the assignments in between, but it’s not the same. I thought that maybe, after a few months of a teaching job under my belt, I would be able to find the time to write again.

And here we are, 1.5 years later, and to say that things didn’t turn out as I planned is quite an understatement.

It’s weird, 2014. It seems a lot more people are reflective on 2013 and how they’re excited for the upcoming year. All I have to say to 2013 is, “Nice knowing ya!”
2013 for me wasn’t bad, but it wasn’t a super awesome year. I didn’t lose the weight that I wanted to. I didn’t find the teaching job I want so badly. I didn’t follow through with plans I made for myself. I don’t feel that I internally grew over the last 12 months.

It’s been fairly sucky (scientific term there) since I moved to Virginia. Don’t get me wrong—I’ve met great people and done cool things here, but it’s really hard seeing my friends getting on with their lives and doing awesome things. To be frank, part of me is a jealous grump when my friends post about their students/classes/etc. I just want what they have, and it’s so hard because I’ve been trying for so long. And when I get that question about why I’m not teaching from someone back home, it makes me want to cry out, “I want to, but no one wants me!”

It’s kind of freeing, letting this out there. I’ve been in a self-esteem slump for a while, which has contributed to or caused the aforementioned things that didn’t happen in 2013. And while I’m naturally a more optimistic person, this past year has been spent mainly keeping my spirit’s head above water.


2014, though. It’s going to be awesome. I’m going to make it awesome. By making time to do more things that make me happy. By doing the things that need to get done before they get to the point of stress-inducing (I’m looking at you, dirty dishes). By taking the moment to relish what I’ve got and knowing that good stuff is still in the horizon, even if it’s not the stuff I’m expecting.


By just stopping and breathing, and trucking on.


It Keeps the Doctor Away: What This Blog is For

Let's start with a confession: I hate resolutions.

Mainly because I hate feeling guilty about the way my life has been going before.

But this year, I'll really try. And so it's put down for the entire internet to see, one of my resolutions this year is to write 500 words a day. No pre-reqs on themes, following a story, whatever.

Now, that's a minimum 500 words. If the bug strikes me, I'll go longer. And I'll try to tag it with the appropriate tags and such.

That's basically it. With that being said, I have a few days to get prepared. Wish me luck!